-..LOVE = DESTINY’S GAME..-
To love and be loved is but natural among human beings. At one point in our lives, we all experienced that innate feeling. In the same way, we all have different experiences….for some, that thing they called “LOVE” worked-out just perfectly fine…but for most I guess, it didn’t worked out just fine. Some love affairs went strong, some even ended to forever, but for most, after quite some time went on separate ways…and for whatever we do, may it be to hold on or let go, we have varying responses and means of coping, for we do possess different strengths and weaknesses which made us unique. That “uniqueness” of ours enables us to win the most complicated whirlwind love challenge which I will call “DESTINY’S GAME”. I may say that to have loved unconditionally side by side by being brave and strong are my uniqueness which made me gamble on that destiny’s game.
Not so long ago, I was on the process of searching, searching for that missing piece to complete me. The quest went on and on until somebody came along, somebody whom I perceived to be the “ONE” to complete me, to make me happy, and to make me feel that I am on the top of the world. And yes she did that, and yes she is the “ONE”. She has taught me a lot of lessons in life. While I feel like a blank canvass before; she painted colors on that canvass and from then on, I learned how to appreciate the beauty of life. Just like any other typical relationships, promises were given: anything, almost everything. I felt like I was a star in a romantic novel. With that I unconsciously believed that she is indeed the “ONE”. I’ve loved her…… the love grew more and more each day…..until such time that love has eaten me………my life revolved around her….and in the process, I lost myself. But then again, I am a believer of love…. Yes I am,,,, but now I may say I WAS.
The memories of ours were still vivid. From a simple argument, a petty fight, we became strangers, we didn’t talk and it seems that a wall was built between us. Nobody reached out…there was a complete silence until I gave up….. I apologized and tried to fix things out. I never realized that to some point I was a bit too late………………she already quit……….and it hurts…………. but just like any other stories, I’ve accepted that ours no matter how good it is has to end…..
But destiny indeed is very playful, why is it that when you are already moving on, you will find out what the real reason is?. There’s somebody who took my place in her heart..
Now I’m left with no other choice but to learn the virtue of acceptance and eventually to let go. I know for sure it will be hard, but I guess that’s what it takes to fall in love……more often than not, to let go of the one we love, especially if the one we love is no longer happy with us, is the sweetest way of saying we love them. I’m standing strong and moving on….. with the love, understanding and comfort of friends, family and other significant others around, I know eventually everything will turn out just fine….. if not as good as before, pretty much better for sure….. and soon she’ll see that I have been better off without her.
*by someone whom I dont know., i just saw this in her file to be printed.,*
*edited the pronouns., to make it addressing to a girl and to make it much more like describing my own life., i dont really like to edit much coz this is really not my work., and i think i dont even need to change too many things., coz it really does suit me well., even without changes or anything.,ü*
