…MarK…18…

-"LOVE"., it makes me weak., it makes me another person., more of., it makes me insane.,

i do things i dont normally do., i become someone not really myself.,

everything happens., not knowing what trick this "LOVE" uses to do those.,

once., on my search for love., i wished for someone to cuddle with.,

someone to love., someone to love me back., someone to hold forever.,

then., on the middle of my journey., i met someone who showed me what i’m searching for.,

i fall in love., i love., i fall even more., i give everything.,

though i’m not sure of the path i take., i’m not sure what kind of ending awaits me.,

all i want is to love., and to be loved.,

no matter what.,

i take risks., to prove how much i love that special one.,

i fight., not only for myself., but for the love i searched for so long.,

i give everything., but in the end., still., there’s this question.,

"what am i fighting for?," "why am i still fighting?," "is she showing something to fight for?,"

all i know., is that., im doing this because iLove her., because., iLoveHerSoMuch.,

it’s the last thing that keeps me on holding on.,

the last thing that keeps me on fighting.,

it’s just so hard to believe., on things., I can’t even hear., I can’t even feel.,

things., you’re not making me hear., and you’re not making me feel.,

please., give me a reason to hold on tighter.,

a reason to look forward on waking up each morning.,

i know., i believe., "YOU" will be coming back to me.,

im begging you., come back now please.,

before its too late.,

show me how much you dont want me to let go.,

if you wont be coming back.,

tell me as early as now., for the pain not to pierce me even deeper.,

and if this is the last time you’d be hearing this., just want you to know.,

~..iLoveYouSoMuch..18..~