…MarK…18…

der was once a frend.. and his frend..

he smiles wen she smiles.. laughs wen she laughs..

cries wen she cries.. and becomes sad wen she does..

on dat frendship days.. they shared every thoughts they had..

they carried their burdens with one another..

but.. the girl doesnt know.. that..

her frend is falling for her day by day.. bit by bit..

the guy tries so hard just to stop his feelings..

but its already too late.. he fell so deeply in love with her..

time passed by.. and the guy gathered enough courage to tell it to her..

to tell her wat he rili feels..

but.. he never thought that wat wud happen is..

the exact opposite of how he wanted it to turn out..

on dos days of loving.. the girl learned how to stay away from her frend..

from then on.. everything changed..

he sees her smile.. but not to him..

he sees her laugh.. but not with him..

he sees her sad.. but he cant go near her..

he sees her cry.. but not on his shoulder..

he wants everything back.. but he doesnt know how to..

he wanted to try to get near her again.. but..

he’s afraid dat wen he does.. she might just lenghten their gap..

he cant do anything but to watch her..

everyday.. everynight.. it’s ol he can do..

he became a total stranger to her..

someone wished to be someone..

someone you could smile wid..

laugh wid.. cuddle wid..

but can somebody be another person??

hell yeah.. he knows he cant..

he knows that life is so bitter..

that you cant get things in just an instant..

but why is he such a coward??

afraid of taking hardships..

and losing everything in the end??

why is he such a pessimistic person..

thinking that he cant get those things..

without even trying something??

and at the end.. is he left with something??

or did his frightening vision..

of losing everything happened??

he did carry such a big burden..

on sacrificing his feelings..

so he wont lose everything..

but after that.. it’s like..

he carried the weight of the world..

when he tried to keep everything..

but lost in the end..

now.. his wish had change..

can he just have every bit of courage on earth??

another impossible wish..

a wish from his heart..

that he wishes to be granted..

after a loss.. here i go again..

why do i have this kind of filing??

i fall too easily..

just a tap.. and there i am..

before i know it.. i’ve olredi fallen..

am i created to be hurt??

now that i think of it..

it depends on d 1 my heart calls..

but why with you??

someone who just wanted me to be a friend..

but u know..

just bein ur friend makes me so happy..

i can txt u if i want..

i can see u smile wen ur just around..

i can lean on u wen i nid someone to lean on to..

there’s so many things i can do just bein a friend..

and im so glad about it..

but can we explore deeper??

can u give me d reason why i feel lyk dis??

y i always wait for ur reply..

y i txt u d same message until u reply..

y i pray that u’ll walk in front of me again..

y i see u smile in whatever i do..

there’s too many y’s………………. but there’s only one u..

how i hope it could b u..